so first, i have to give a couple people in the story some sort of identity, so here we are: girl no 1 shall be... onelle, 2 shall be twona and no 3 shall be threesa to protect their real identity of course, but if they read this they will know who they are, as will several others, but thats not the point....
a little re-hashing may be in order, as i may have put things a lil out of order...
so first, a long while back, i was in the chat room just hanging around, and out of the blue, Onelle started chatin with me, and we hit it off nicely, and talked for like 4 hours straight about this and that.(i dont exactly remember, but i did have a system and "meter" at the time...more about that later maybe) so anyways, i ended up liking her a bit and kept in touch, exchanged IMs and some non-sexy pix, i think she got me to break down and open up a photobucket so it would be easier, and look for some non-threatening pix in my moms scrapbook stuff-i have a pic of me at the computer that makes me look like a stalker. she had a bum computer and complained about it a lot, and that effected me in a way that i havent been effected before-the need to be a hero and rescue the damsel in distress, it think i liked it, depite me feeling helpless about her distress. she likes to do a lot of forum roleplaying, so i ended up making a character for a vamp-warewolf site that went down right as i finished it basically, and she helped me with her photoshop expertise on making a banner and pix-he was based off of jack black so i needed some help finding good pix of him-which ironically made me find a name for a supporting character that ended up being a "niece's" name. so, that was fun while it lasted and made me realize that i need to write some stories that arent in the world of Adym, so that anything i write in there isnt so rough and crude as to destroy my life if it came out wrong and everyone hated it-but this is the most ive done since then. yes i have a motivation problem, and apparently im on a tangent....
ahh! so, i ended up getting some money on my tax return and i felt the need to get out and do something else instead of the usual stay at home and buy games, so i came up with this plan to do something for valentines day for once in my life and ask Onelle out. she lived like 1000 miles away and was preparing to move and i was being real discreet-not asking for the longest time out of fear that shell think i was a stalker or something, so when i did ask her she didnt answer for like a week or so, as she was moving, but i needed to know so i could order the tickets for a discount. so i ended up pressing her too hard i guess, and she was too reluctant to go out with me at that time. sure the rejection hurt, since i have been missing out on the holiday that i most admire, but have never been a part of, and yes i did get emotional, but in the end, i thought i was giving her a last shot at me before i pursued another, but id be skipping the story of twona if i went into that now.
so anyways, were still friends and i talk to her a decent amount, and i intend to join her for wow once i get a job, and of course id love to meet her someday for coffee or something.
and now we go on to Twona:
i forget how it started with her, but what i do remember is that one day she propositioned me for cyber-sex, and what kind of man would turn that down? not me. Ill spare you the exact details, but she said i was good at it and we did that a lot for a while. we didnt really do a lot of serious talking, but she did propose the idea of me meeting Threena and having her as well. but anyways, she liked to fight with me about gossiping and telling people things about her i aught not to, which was generally a good learning experience for me, but some of the things i couldnt talk about was generally too restricting, and honestly got on my nerves, as i am so open about everything. i dont tell people some stuff because i figure it would be too embarrassing for them to know certain things. so eventually, she wanted some pics, and i gave her what i had, and i asked for one in return, which she didnt have any available on her computer, so she sent one to me on her phone, so that i may post it for her and show it to some people that wanted it. it turns out, she wasnt attractive to me, sadly. I said as much, and she got angry of course, and didnt talk to me for a while. It effectively ended our sexual relationship, along with threena. this felt like my first "break-up", but i wasnt as emotionally invested as one would think for their first one. we smoothed things over and now i talk to her a bit and i helped her through some rough patches with someone she was dating irl, and we keep in touch.
i think ill save threena for tomorrow, since if i were to get in to her right here, the entry would be much, much longer than this already long post.
if you have any questions, feel free to contact me, and i should answer them in my next entry so that is i made something unclear, others would benefit from the answers.
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