everything i do just seems to end up a failure. still no job, no girl. these are the things someone my age should have had for years. i fuckin hate time, ive lost my limbo, and im feeling its curse.
on a happy note, i have a date tomorrow(feeling like it wont happen though), and my birthday is coming up, though i wish i could spend vday with someone like i did last year. need to get motivated to do the things i should, but yeah, im depressed. i need someone to kick me or something, wish i knew how "I" could pull myself out of this familiar quagmire.
